well as everybody else, I've been dealing with my exams and dissertation but the only distinction between everyone else and me (maybe not though) is that I'm tired, I'm bored and i don't feel like studying anymore and it's not only because of the stress that I'm going through but also i don't think my efforts seem to face a total success at the end of this marathon.
when it comes to talking, i thought that i could talk, i could talk till someone has to stop me, but my abilities on talking didn't respond very well during the presentations. Moreover i thought that i could write if i really know the topic, and guess what in my cross cultural exam on Monday, it was like my hands were gone numb. i couldn't wrote anything. well i wrote something but obviously that wasn't enough. Anyway we have this health problems back home, I've got my health problems in here, my sister is graduating ( well it's not exactly a problem but it's my problem because she's graduating before me . a bit jealousy actually) anyway it's just so much and i feel weak (not literally tho i'm pretty fat nowadays). dear oh dear, i can't even believe that I've just said that i'm weak. ok no im not weak but i think i'm being lazy and a bit overloaded by the responsibilities.
Exams are stressful. That's what they're there for. I don't know anyone who can really do their finest work under assessed pressure. The key is to just do your your best, recognising that it's not necessarily going to be Your Best.
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