my diary

Hello from central London,
Today one of my friends went to Istanbul for a short holiday and it makes me so sad because even though I thought that I'm living here happily and lonely and also convinced myself that I don't need to go to Istanbul anytime soon,actually I realized I want to go home for maybe 5 days. Yes in fact 5 days in Istanbul help me relax and take all my depression away. I started to feel very stressed and also sad, I don't find anytime to do anything actually even if I do find time I don't really want to do anything, and my overall situation right now just seems a little bit miserable to me.