My Secret Life

The home i grew up in a regular apartment flat in Istanbul. We had a lots and lots of good neighbors and me and my friends always went out together and played street games that was the greatest times of my life
When i was a child i wanted to be , Xena The Warrior Princess but i knew that i wasn't that strong that's why i decided to be her best friend.
The moment that chanced me for ever , must be the first time i went to USA with my best friend for 3 months. We had a huge fight after a month and then i spent all my summer in New York all by myself. I could not exactly describe the feelings that i had at that moment but i could say that i felt awesome.
My greatest inspiration , is to feel in love.
If i could change one thing about myself.. I would be a more listener and a less talker.
What i see when i look at the mirror is that I'm getting fatter and fatter by the day. Every Monday I'm going on a diet and every Monday evening I'm giving up on it.
My style icon .. Actually i don't really have one but of course i ' ve been inspiring by the movies . One day i woke up, after watching The Factory Girl , i would like to dress like an Edie Sedgwick or maybe even worse i could decide to imitate Andy Warhol.
The person who really makes me laugh is of course Jerry Seinfeld. I could not get enough of him
A book that changed me .. A Turkish Book called "Her name is Aylin" which is a autobiography and despite the very short life that she had , her achievements are really huge and inspiring .
My favorite work of art.. is a piece from Roy Lichtenstein. http://ebayimages.goantiques.com/dbimages/KZZ9157/KZZ9157GH1073.jpg
My favorite item of clothing are any black shirts with a pair of skinny jeans
Its not fashionable but i like long cardigans that i could wear it on everything
You wouldn't know but i am very good at cooking . Of course i couldn't cook everything but i could cook very fast and very delicious.
You may not know but I'm no good at any team work. I get very nervous and excited at the time same and i keep talking and talking.
All my money goes on nothing that i can save or use it in the very near future. i mean to the crap really.
If i have time to myself , i log on Internet. By the time i open my eyes until close them again,i could not be apart from my PC . i really hate it by the way but it became an addiction somehow.
My house is . i don't really have a house now but I'm moving out in two weeks hopefully i could find a good one .
My most valuable possession is the golden bracelet my mother gave me just before i come to London. I would literally die if i lose it.
My favorite building is my friends penthouse in Manhattan's Upper West Side. It really is incredible.
Movie heaven is of course Bob Dylan's biographic movie "I'm Not There"
The best invention ever .. Internet
The last album i downloaded is The Last Shadow Puppets' - Age of the Understatement. Its incredible really i love them so much that i could listen Alex Turner's voice every day
In 10 years' time , i hope .. i would finished my MA degree , and working also happily married and living London or Manhattan
My greatest regret is that i kind of waste couple of my years for doing nothing after high school . I wish that i would not.
My life in seven words .. songs are the soundtracks of my life
http://www.last.fm/user/aycaa


cheers!